Lately I’ve been thinking about what’s going on with me because I used to write something every single week and now I just open my blog, looked at all the posts I have written and still nothing comes to mind. If you ask me what’s on my mind I will answer saying there’s loads of things… Well I guess I just need to talk and lets see what we’ll get in the end.
In this pic we can see a bit of Sao Paulo at night, but what has the fucking picture got to do with me? lol The answer for this question is quite simple, I finally decided that I’m about to do another degree next year, I will be studying Architecture and having this in mind I realized I’ve been wasting a significant time of my life with not so important things…
Life is simple, is incredible!
Most of the time, day by day we go for a walk alone or with friends and we don’t even pay attention on things around us, beautiful things such as a beautiful archaic building, or some small garden in the corner, even a poor person playing violin to get some money, we just close our eyes and ears and keep on thinking about bad relationships or fights with friends and family.
Speaking for myself I waste so much time on these things, complaining because I need a job and can’t find a good one, complaining that I cant find someone decent to have a relationship with, even though it is very difficult find someone who wants it in this big city but anyway, life is short and we don’t know what or when will be our last day alive and there are many small things which can make our life much better and we just can’t see it. A tight hug off a friend, cycling with a friend at the central park, watching the sunset at the beach, running in the morning at the beach or for those like me who live in a huge city taking the dog for a walk or having an ice cream on a sunny afternoon. Life just turns incredible when you make the best of your day and in the end you say “Oh man… I’m happy today”.
You don’t need money to be happy! If you have watched that tv show called Shameless you will know what I’m talking about. Sometimes we watch a friend’s life and we start to wonder “why is he happy and I’m not?”. What I’ve been talking about a lot in almost all my posts are positive thoughts and yet most of the time I forget to apply that in my life, sometimes we don’t need to do something big to make something happen, maybe we just need to believe its gonna happen and that’s a problem I’m working on at the moment. Sometimes I want something but it seems impossible to happen, seems like you will be never able to make it happen but I believe this can change if you want to change.
Soon I will be drawing bridges like that, houses, buildings or whatever but for now my only concern is wasting another day not being happy!